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hi there, this is me, the owner, CADEN YAP a.k.a the singapore no.1 bastard
birthday falls on 24th MARCH every year


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tiring day!
Wednesday, November 23, 2005 11:37 PM
today is a damn tiring day. went out early in the morning to go for check-up at OUTRAM PARK! took about half an hour to travel there. and all i heard was to go back again to see the specialist. hais. wasted my money. lols. heck la. somemore, yesterday promised myself that i will give morning sms to my ** , but in the end, i didn't do it on time. sorry wor. yesterday sleep too late le, that's why this morning cannot wake up on time too.

yesterday didn't reply your message is because since you said if we do not meet, you will be happy. so though i was damn sad, but can i do anything? wells, in the end, i still manage to meet you today. lols. i told you the reason why i insisted on meeting you each time i have the opportunity. hope you understand. i'm not sure whether you are happy to just sit down there and chat with me. wells, it's over le. the special day is over. you hurt me face to face, but it's alright, because this is not the first time you are doing this. wells, whatever it is. i will keep the memories in my heart and i will be there for you when you need me. remember me as someone who cares for you.

as for the other person, you might not know that i do have feelings for you. perhaps, no longer too. you are the one who came into my world and did what is possible to make me fall for you. i have never imagine myself to like you, to care for you so much, but it's all to late. i have fallen means i have fallen. i have no regrets about this too.

wells, me should not be thinking about all this anymore, but still, the thoughts just came, and i just type it out. i'm going off soon le. for a period of 5 days. the feeling of missing someone will be there on the day i'm in the changi airport. this feeling was there when i leave for a vacation the last time. and that was the first time i missed someone so badly that i even thought of alighting the aeroplane. this time round, it will not be an exception too. but who will be the one that i'm going to miss? i will wait for that day to come. lols.

tomorrow and friday going to have seminar. wahaha. going to wear formal. hais. do i have any formal clothes? i guess so. lols. i will look better if i could cut my hair shorter and wear formal clothes. i think i will be darn shuai man. lols.